Not my first time starting this challenge or the second time. Maybe third time’s the charm…?
I lied. I have tried to better myself so many times, way more than three, and I always seem to fail. I have spent hours watching YouTube videos, following fitness routines from popular fitness enthusiasts like blogilates, trying to eat home-cooked meals frequently and even trying meditation.
I failed at keeping myself accountable and following through these plans many times. Why do I suck at this so bad? Could it be stress from work, anxiety or just lack of time? Or maybe I am just bad at being consistent because I am lazy.
Whatever the reason might be, I know I want to be satisfied and happy in life, just like countless other people. Perhaps, happiness is a mythical creature you can never get your hands on. That is still okay as long as we all strive to be better than who we were before today.
So I am taking on this challenge once again in the hopes of actually accomplishing it this time!
GOALS
- Work on my body image and build self-esteem:
- Fitness program for free, of course (will probably try blogilates again- I find that I enjoy her videos a lot)
- Eat healthily
2. Develop my hobbies- Improve my drawing skills
3. Start talking to friends and family more -at least once a week.
Here goes nothing…..
